Excess weight changes so many things, makes us live as though we are something other than our own true selves and in so many ways that is the simple truth. It changes how open we are to the world in a kind of self preservation, you build walls of fat and walls of shame you hide behind. As we become MORE in bulk we become less in so many other ways...that's the true shame of it all. I know I have made myself less available, isolated myself so many times. But I will NOT give up!! Spirit and flesh are not the same thing.
You are an amazing, beautiful, vibrant wonderful woman. Your writing is exquisite. We will get to that place where we will desire to be physically active and will be able to do it again. I love your blog. Thanks for sharing with us through your blog!
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