Human Guinea Pig...the saga continues~
The Human Experiment continues..........in the last three days, in addition to fruit, veggies, etc...I have had something with meat, wheat & last night a slice of cheese....this morning I am in agony with my back after being pain free for a month of the juice fast...inflammation had returned in a major way. I guess I really can't have it both ways and it really pisses me off! So.....guess I am making some juice this morning.
How can you know a thing with such certainty but still not base your choices on it??? I would kick my own ass if my back wasn't so stiff that I can't bend! After having been so free of pain as to almost feel normal I am thrown back into the thick of it after several days....what have I eaten you might ask to be in this state.....
1.Rosemary, Olive oil fries from Smash Burger and a tiny corner of Wes' burger
2. Chinese Dumplings
3...a few bites of chicken breast
4. 1/2 a turkey sub w/swiss cheese & lettuce
The level of pain I'm in is a blatant indicator that this doesn't work for me. Why can't I let "regular" food go and just be done with it? Plenty of people go vegan and grain free and never look back. Why after 30 days on juice, after feeling no pain, after feeling amazing am I still drawn to things that harm me?
So....I am juicing today and eating fruit to cleanse my system again.....pain free was amazing, almost like a miracle......need that...want it.........yeah....
Oh my dear, I can relate. I didn't do it as long as you, as you know. But, I am in a lot of pain. THIS. SUCKS. I can't even juice right now. I am broke and don't have the items to juice. As soon as I can I am juicing again. There has GOT to be a way there can be some balance and this can work. Not juicing isn't an option (unless you can't..like me right now) but it is looking like food isn't an option either, and not eating at all makes me a NASTY person. I am totally feeling your pain, possibly literally. Sending hugs your way.
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